Existential dread
Back pain.
Which Corporate State I’ll have to migrate mt family to after the US is broken up by oligarchs. Then the subsequent Russian landgrab.
Being old.
I used to be able to sleep endlessly.
Now I find myself awake early in the morning, despite having gone to bed rather late. And I’d like to go back to sleep but I can’t.
I miss it.
And this isn’t even about needing to get up to pee. That’s apparently something I still have to look forward to.
I was about to ask how often you wake up to per but oof.
What doesn’t these days?
Doomscrolling lemmy
Youtube videos
The fact that a literal convicted felon became president again after already attempting an auto-coup in the previous term, I keep anticipating a “Martial Law Declared” emergency alert with gunshots of soldiers echoing in the distance. Maybe I’m over-reacting, maybe I’m not over-reacting enough.
Edit: It’s 4:37 AM here lol my sleep schedule is so fucked.
Thinking about how I’m not going to get enough sleep.
Mosquitos.
Your mom.
trying to make the biggest financial comeback known to mankind
Being awake
Shoulder and hip discomfort as I am an obligate side sleeper entering my late 40s.
Insomnia but lately I’ve been treating it with weed and it has gone quite well.
Anxiety
Insomnia also Balatro
